Maybe I should sign up for school/work on a BIAM more often. Seems to make me more consistent with blogging. Hmmm. Anyways, just checking in to say...
158 pages to go until I can write THE END on my current WIP. That's not bad, considering the past couple of days have been crazy with running around, trying to get into school in time for this semester. I haven't been in school since I was a mere lass of 20, so I'm starting with one class right now which will start on February 2. I am now OFFICIALLY a college student! This class is *online* too. Now that's something you didn't see back in 1979!
But back to my BIAM: This weekend I'm planning on spending some time in my home office. A few straight hours of getting out of the way and letting the hero, heroine and the characters who people their world take over will hopefully get even more of the story underway. After all these years I've learned that once you get that momentum, you just gotta keep that laptop fired up and see that baby all the way through the end. Besides which, I'm really enjoying the ride.
Oh--and I'm hoping to fit in a belly dancing class sometime next month, too! Yes, I'm serious. I've always thought that was such a lovely, womanly dance and it's great creative movement. These past few days have been too cold to walk or hike much and sometimes you need something besides the gym for movement, something creative or fun.
Geez, being 20 years old was never this hectic!
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
My January Book in a Month!
Benjamin Franklin said: "You will find the key to success under the alarm clock."
I took that man quite literally this morning. It's winter, and even here in North Carolina it's been cooooold and dark in the mornings. But I got up earlier than usual, showered and threw on a heavy sweater, tossed my notebook and pen into my new tote and headed out to McDonald's for breakfast.
That was something I used to love to do in my New York days. Just to find a quiet corner in a restaurant or cafe, making sure that you show up at the page. The muse comes when you do that, it's almost like you're meeting each other for a date--but you gotta show up at the page! By the time I was done with my breakfast and coffee and it was time to zip off to work, I'd gotten down just a little under 500 words. That might not sound like much, and I'm not a math major, but 500 is a lot more than zero.
That brought me 500 words closer to my goal of writing my 50,000-word Book in a Month.
It's not going to be easy...that's okay, though. Tomorrow I'm going for my college placement test. Hopefully, I'll be registering for a class this week, marking my return to school after 30 years. Those are two tall orders, writing my first Consuelo Vazquez novel in a decade AND going back to school. But Chapter 4 is now well underway, with GOODNIGHT, MY LOVE (working title) now 39 pages long. And the thought of signing up for a class, even if I'm late and can only get an elective, just adds to the electricity.
Writers have crazy little favorite places to write. For me, The Tea Spot in Greenwich Village used to be a special writing nook. Starbucks--that goes without saying. There's a coffee spot, a wonderful little underground place, in Greenville, South Carolina where I'd love to meet the muse with my notebook or laptop sometime.
Actually, ALL of Greenville, SC looks like it'd be conducive to writing!
For now, though, McDonald's did very nicely. The coffee and egg, bacon & cheese biscuit weren't bad, either.
And now there's...161 pages to go...
I took that man quite literally this morning. It's winter, and even here in North Carolina it's been cooooold and dark in the mornings. But I got up earlier than usual, showered and threw on a heavy sweater, tossed my notebook and pen into my new tote and headed out to McDonald's for breakfast.
That was something I used to love to do in my New York days. Just to find a quiet corner in a restaurant or cafe, making sure that you show up at the page. The muse comes when you do that, it's almost like you're meeting each other for a date--but you gotta show up at the page! By the time I was done with my breakfast and coffee and it was time to zip off to work, I'd gotten down just a little under 500 words. That might not sound like much, and I'm not a math major, but 500 is a lot more than zero.
That brought me 500 words closer to my goal of writing my 50,000-word Book in a Month.
It's not going to be easy...that's okay, though. Tomorrow I'm going for my college placement test. Hopefully, I'll be registering for a class this week, marking my return to school after 30 years. Those are two tall orders, writing my first Consuelo Vazquez novel in a decade AND going back to school. But Chapter 4 is now well underway, with GOODNIGHT, MY LOVE (working title) now 39 pages long. And the thought of signing up for a class, even if I'm late and can only get an elective, just adds to the electricity.
Writers have crazy little favorite places to write. For me, The Tea Spot in Greenwich Village used to be a special writing nook. Starbucks--that goes without saying. There's a coffee spot, a wonderful little underground place, in Greenville, South Carolina where I'd love to meet the muse with my notebook or laptop sometime.
Actually, ALL of Greenville, SC looks like it'd be conducive to writing!
For now, though, McDonald's did very nicely. The coffee and egg, bacon & cheese biscuit weren't bad, either.
And now there's...161 pages to go...
Friday, January 1, 2010
Happy New Year!
FELICIDADES!!!
You know you're getting old when you fall asleep (or almost fall asleep) before you watch the ball descend in Times Square from the comfort and warmth of your bedroom's TV.
That's what happens when the kids grow up, though. Joey, who came to visit with us over Christmas, greeted the new year with his very cool girlfriend Iris in New Jersey, while Brandon ushered it in with his lovely wife Yesica, his daughter Aubrey (aka "Mamita Frita") and Yesica's family. Both boys called, but otherwise it was a quiet night, falling asleep with Bill while the winter night became chillier outside.
Today, more awake, I'm writing this post in between working on my WIP. I have a confession to make: It's not that I write slower now, although that's true, too, but the older I get, the more critical of my own work I get, too.
But I realize that, if I continue like that, I'll never get anything done. So I'm doing a Book in a Month, hopefully getting this baby done by January 31, 2010. The first draft, anyway. I can always clean it up later, but for now I'm taking the backseat, letting my characters take the wheel, and going for a nice, long spin!
You could say I'm riding the "high" that comes with this time of year. People look to every new year with excitement and anticipation and hope. A new year holds possibilities for dreams to come true, besides the chance to reflect on what transpired in the outgoing year. They make resolutions, or if you're like me, you plan goals instead.
My goals are different this year. I can tell you that one of them is NOT to lose weight. In 2009 I started a journey to take good care of myself and to also accept myself as I am, to be gentle with myself. Let's face it: Weight loss is a full-time job. Um, hello, I already have one of those. Now I'm free instead to work on other goals, like going back to school finally and working on my writing. My only writing goal is this--to write EVERY SINGLE DAY. It doesn't matter if I write 100 words or the whole book in one sitting. (Ha! Good luck with that!)
And my other writing goal is to go to uncharted waters...for me. My first project for the year, my WIP, is a period piece that takes place in 1960s northern New Jersey. I'm planning this to be a 50,000 word novel and I'm already three chapters deep in it, and already I'm falling in love with the hero and heroine.
I hope you will, too!
Again--HAPPY NEW YEAR!
You know you're getting old when you fall asleep (or almost fall asleep) before you watch the ball descend in Times Square from the comfort and warmth of your bedroom's TV.
That's what happens when the kids grow up, though. Joey, who came to visit with us over Christmas, greeted the new year with his very cool girlfriend Iris in New Jersey, while Brandon ushered it in with his lovely wife Yesica, his daughter Aubrey (aka "Mamita Frita") and Yesica's family. Both boys called, but otherwise it was a quiet night, falling asleep with Bill while the winter night became chillier outside.
Today, more awake, I'm writing this post in between working on my WIP. I have a confession to make: It's not that I write slower now, although that's true, too, but the older I get, the more critical of my own work I get, too.
But I realize that, if I continue like that, I'll never get anything done. So I'm doing a Book in a Month, hopefully getting this baby done by January 31, 2010. The first draft, anyway. I can always clean it up later, but for now I'm taking the backseat, letting my characters take the wheel, and going for a nice, long spin!
You could say I'm riding the "high" that comes with this time of year. People look to every new year with excitement and anticipation and hope. A new year holds possibilities for dreams to come true, besides the chance to reflect on what transpired in the outgoing year. They make resolutions, or if you're like me, you plan goals instead.
My goals are different this year. I can tell you that one of them is NOT to lose weight. In 2009 I started a journey to take good care of myself and to also accept myself as I am, to be gentle with myself. Let's face it: Weight loss is a full-time job. Um, hello, I already have one of those. Now I'm free instead to work on other goals, like going back to school finally and working on my writing. My only writing goal is this--to write EVERY SINGLE DAY. It doesn't matter if I write 100 words or the whole book in one sitting. (Ha! Good luck with that!)
And my other writing goal is to go to uncharted waters...for me. My first project for the year, my WIP, is a period piece that takes place in 1960s northern New Jersey. I'm planning this to be a 50,000 word novel and I'm already three chapters deep in it, and already I'm falling in love with the hero and heroine.
I hope you will, too!
Again--HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Diet, Interrupted
Remember my blog back in February, where I said that's it, I'm done with dieting for good?
Well, firstly...has it really been 8 months since I posted that?? Wow. I hadn't realized that much time had passed. Just wanted to share my little journey with any woman who's ever had a love/hate relationship with food, who's ever had body image issues, and--yes, I'm gonna go there--ever let a number on a scale ruin your day while obsessing over whether you had enough points/calories/carbs left over to eat a small salad for dinner.
Maybe it helps to go back further. I suspect my mom, easily one of the sweetest people I've ever known, had an eating disorder. They didn't call it that back then; you were just fat because you lacked the self-discipline to do anything about it. Back in the 1960s, well-meaning "friends", coworkers and even family members thought they were doing their part to help Mami by pointing out her compulsive eating so that she would be shamed into losing weight. Nothing could have been further from the truth.
Over the years I watched my mom do things that today would send up red flags to any medical professional. My mom would actually hide food in strange places, including our dresser drawers. She would go against the advice of her doctors--including, in her later years, her cardiologist--and eat food that was unhealthy for a young woman who was already battling heart disease. When I was in my late teens and her closest confidante, Mami would tell me that food was to her what the bottle was to the alcoholic, and that people just didn't understand the control it had over her.
At the age of 47, my mother suffered a massive heart attack. One year later she had a stroke that cruelly took her life.
Suffice to say, besides the heartbreak of having lost my wonderful mother at a young age (I was 24), I inherited some of her food and weight issues. The media is a major culprit for most of us women, too. Apparently, according to the genuises in TV, the movies and marketing in general, a woman approaching 50 is supposed to be able to easily slip into the skimpy bikini that you'd find in a 20-year-old's closet. Because you can never be too rich or too thin, and everybody is supposed to be the perfect size 2, blah, blah, blah.
Fortunately there comes a point when you realize, You know, I think I'm opening my 5,000th can of diet soda, and I still haven't lost those pesky 10 pounds? That's sobering. Guys, come on, all that aspartame can NOT be good for you. There also comes a point where it finally dawns on you that maybe God didn't mean for us to count every single calorie or point or carb we put into our mouths FOREVER. And most of all, there comes a point when you decide that you are worth so much, much more than just a stupid number on a scale says you are.
So I've fallen off the wagon over the past 8 months. I started point-counting and relying on diet soda again.
But then I got serious again. I'm not dieting anymore; I'm just learning to trust myself to take good care of the person that I am, not who Madison Avenue thinks I should be. I am allowed to eat whatever I'd like, whenever I'd like to eat it, but I can't live on a diet of junk food when what I need is fuel, aka proper nutrition.
Instead of that once-a-week, oh-my-God-please-let-me-have-lost-something weigh-in, I started weighing myself every day. First of all, the pressure's off. There's no, "Oh, rats, I screwed up today, let me just keep nibbling for the rest of the week." There is no "rest of the week," it's just one day at a time. As I've done for many years, I continue to go to the gym and on my walks, bikerides and hikes, because I enjoy exercise, not because it'll make me look like the latest underfed waif on People magazine.
Something very interesting has happened: My weight has stabilized. It hasn't gone up; it hasn't gone down. It fluctuates between 128 and 130. Which, after all, is not fat. It may not be the number I'd like to see on the scale, the number I saw a few years ago. But it's a number I can live with. It sure seems to be the number that this 49-year-old body feels comfortable and healthy at.
I drink a soda--the real thing, not diet--three times a week or so rather than the 3 or 4 diet sodas I'd have daily. But who wants soda when you can have juice, which I drink more often now. Yes, there's natural sugar in juice. I wish that was my biggest problem in life, don't you??? Snacking can consist of a "normal" size bag of Raisinettes--and I refuse to feel guilty over that--or a small fat-free yogurt. Whatever I'm craving or need at the moment.
The best part? It's like I'm free. For the first time since I was a kid, when I equated being skinny with self-worth, I can devote my mental energy to other things besides stressing over having eaten one lone, evil cookie for dessert.
To keep things honest, I'll revisit this subject in a few months, just to see how this newfound freedom is going. For now, I'm grateful that I'm no longer Girl, Interrupted.
That 20-year-old can keep her size 2 bikini. It's so much more comfy in this, my own skin.
Well, firstly...has it really been 8 months since I posted that?? Wow. I hadn't realized that much time had passed. Just wanted to share my little journey with any woman who's ever had a love/hate relationship with food, who's ever had body image issues, and--yes, I'm gonna go there--ever let a number on a scale ruin your day while obsessing over whether you had enough points/calories/carbs left over to eat a small salad for dinner.
Maybe it helps to go back further. I suspect my mom, easily one of the sweetest people I've ever known, had an eating disorder. They didn't call it that back then; you were just fat because you lacked the self-discipline to do anything about it. Back in the 1960s, well-meaning "friends", coworkers and even family members thought they were doing their part to help Mami by pointing out her compulsive eating so that she would be shamed into losing weight. Nothing could have been further from the truth.
Over the years I watched my mom do things that today would send up red flags to any medical professional. My mom would actually hide food in strange places, including our dresser drawers. She would go against the advice of her doctors--including, in her later years, her cardiologist--and eat food that was unhealthy for a young woman who was already battling heart disease. When I was in my late teens and her closest confidante, Mami would tell me that food was to her what the bottle was to the alcoholic, and that people just didn't understand the control it had over her.
At the age of 47, my mother suffered a massive heart attack. One year later she had a stroke that cruelly took her life.
Suffice to say, besides the heartbreak of having lost my wonderful mother at a young age (I was 24), I inherited some of her food and weight issues. The media is a major culprit for most of us women, too. Apparently, according to the genuises in TV, the movies and marketing in general, a woman approaching 50 is supposed to be able to easily slip into the skimpy bikini that you'd find in a 20-year-old's closet. Because you can never be too rich or too thin, and everybody is supposed to be the perfect size 2, blah, blah, blah.
Fortunately there comes a point when you realize, You know, I think I'm opening my 5,000th can of diet soda, and I still haven't lost those pesky 10 pounds? That's sobering. Guys, come on, all that aspartame can NOT be good for you. There also comes a point where it finally dawns on you that maybe God didn't mean for us to count every single calorie or point or carb we put into our mouths FOREVER. And most of all, there comes a point when you decide that you are worth so much, much more than just a stupid number on a scale says you are.
So I've fallen off the wagon over the past 8 months. I started point-counting and relying on diet soda again.
But then I got serious again. I'm not dieting anymore; I'm just learning to trust myself to take good care of the person that I am, not who Madison Avenue thinks I should be. I am allowed to eat whatever I'd like, whenever I'd like to eat it, but I can't live on a diet of junk food when what I need is fuel, aka proper nutrition.
Instead of that once-a-week, oh-my-God-please-let-me-have-lost-something weigh-in, I started weighing myself every day. First of all, the pressure's off. There's no, "Oh, rats, I screwed up today, let me just keep nibbling for the rest of the week." There is no "rest of the week," it's just one day at a time. As I've done for many years, I continue to go to the gym and on my walks, bikerides and hikes, because I enjoy exercise, not because it'll make me look like the latest underfed waif on People magazine.
Something very interesting has happened: My weight has stabilized. It hasn't gone up; it hasn't gone down. It fluctuates between 128 and 130. Which, after all, is not fat. It may not be the number I'd like to see on the scale, the number I saw a few years ago. But it's a number I can live with. It sure seems to be the number that this 49-year-old body feels comfortable and healthy at.
I drink a soda--the real thing, not diet--three times a week or so rather than the 3 or 4 diet sodas I'd have daily. But who wants soda when you can have juice, which I drink more often now. Yes, there's natural sugar in juice. I wish that was my biggest problem in life, don't you??? Snacking can consist of a "normal" size bag of Raisinettes--and I refuse to feel guilty over that--or a small fat-free yogurt. Whatever I'm craving or need at the moment.
The best part? It's like I'm free. For the first time since I was a kid, when I equated being skinny with self-worth, I can devote my mental energy to other things besides stressing over having eaten one lone, evil cookie for dessert.
To keep things honest, I'll revisit this subject in a few months, just to see how this newfound freedom is going. For now, I'm grateful that I'm no longer Girl, Interrupted.
That 20-year-old can keep her size 2 bikini. It's so much more comfy in this, my own skin.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
A Fond Farewell to Kate Duffy
This week I received word from a friend that Kate Duffy, the much-loved editorial director at Kensington Books, has died. All around the Internet you can find so many writers who were touched by her in some way. Even those who weren't published by her have very affectionate memories of her.
I'm one of those who was fortunate enough have been one of her writers (though she was not my direct editor). I wrote for both the Bouquet and the Encanto lines early on in my career. When I hear her name, what first comes to mind was how a friend and I greeted her in the hallway at a Romantic Times conference, and Kate ended up having a conversation with us that lasted about an hour! It was that conversation, and even more so the one right after September 11, when Kate called each individual Encanto author to tell us the publisher was ending the line, that revealed to me what a genuine and caring person she was. Kate was passionate about her work--the woman loved the romance genre--and she was genuine and honest and real, as we should all be.
My heart and prayers go out to her family, her coworkers, close friends, and her writers. And thank you, Kate! I will never forget you.
I'm one of those who was fortunate enough have been one of her writers (though she was not my direct editor). I wrote for both the Bouquet and the Encanto lines early on in my career. When I hear her name, what first comes to mind was how a friend and I greeted her in the hallway at a Romantic Times conference, and Kate ended up having a conversation with us that lasted about an hour! It was that conversation, and even more so the one right after September 11, when Kate called each individual Encanto author to tell us the publisher was ending the line, that revealed to me what a genuine and caring person she was. Kate was passionate about her work--the woman loved the romance genre--and she was genuine and honest and real, as we should all be.
My heart and prayers go out to her family, her coworkers, close friends, and her writers. And thank you, Kate! I will never forget you.
Monday, September 14, 2009
A Cuchifrita By Any Other Name...
...would still smell like sofrito cooking in the kitchen! Or for my Puerto Rican fellow writers and readers, that'd be recaito. ;D
New writers (which we all are at one time or another) starting out always face questions for their fledgling careers, not the least of which would be, "What name should I write under?" Since I hadn't been Consuelo Vazquez in a long time, having been married for some years when I began writing professionally, I originally wanted to use the pen name "C.A. Keenan." I never got to go that route because Connie Keenan went on the first manuscript to which an editor finally said, "Yeah, okay, we'll publish this!" and Connie Keenan, the name I've been known by since I married Bill Keenan, just stuck.
But then Kensington Books launched Encanto, a line of romances featuring heroines who are spicy and Latina (or do you prefer Hispanic? I'm not personally fussy about stuff like that, FYI). It just so happens that I'm Cuban and I also had written a good amount of romance short stories that featured those same spicy ladies for the women's magazines. On the advice of writer friends I sent in a proposal...and Consuelo (my real name--Connie's a nickname) Vazquez was born.
That was an exciting ride! Short, too. It was fun seeing your work translated and published in other countries, where the cover for Salsa Kiss looked like thi
s:
s:and/or like this (the original, my favorite one!) 
Second Chance Fiance (aka Segunda Oportunidad) had THREE covers, though I can only find these two:
Encanto was fun. A bunch of us authors got the chance to do lots of promo for it in Chicago and in New York and on Univision's website.
But romance novel lines come and go--and that's okay. Encanto folded sometime in 2001. Writers often fret that the end of a line is, well...the end of the line. In over a decade of writing, I've seen lines and publishers fold. Writers who continue to believe in themselves and in their work, who keep going because they still have stories to tell, go on finding homes for their work.
Fun rides are great. Just remember there are more rides out there, right around the corner!
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Testing, testing, 1-2-3!
You don't hear those words much anymore, but I'll forever hear my Padrino (godfather) saying them as he tested the little tape recorder he gave me one Christmas, which today would be considered an antique. I feel like they fit the occasion now that I'm launching this new blog.
I know, I know--why have another blog? You could say that the one I've used for a while now, Connie Keenan, Scribblin' Away, is my main blog. But I felt that since I've begun working on a new WIP under this pen name, which I haven't used since earlier this decade, and since readers still find me after seeking out info on Salsa Kiss and Sea Siren, it just made sense to give my altar ego--as well as my other pen name--the respect of having her own blog.
This one's going to be just as the title promises: It'll have a lot of Latin sabor! Those tradewinds are gonna blow in some tropical fun while you wait for Consuelo Vazquez's next work to be released. That's got a way to go because it's still a WIP, but bookmark this page and check back often! You might find an affectionate memory, a yummy recipe I stumble across, or more!
Hasta luego, muchachas!
I know, I know--why have another blog? You could say that the one I've used for a while now, Connie Keenan, Scribblin' Away, is my main blog. But I felt that since I've begun working on a new WIP under this pen name, which I haven't used since earlier this decade, and since readers still find me after seeking out info on Salsa Kiss and Sea Siren, it just made sense to give my altar ego--as well as my other pen name--the respect of having her own blog.
This one's going to be just as the title promises: It'll have a lot of Latin sabor! Those tradewinds are gonna blow in some tropical fun while you wait for Consuelo Vazquez's next work to be released. That's got a way to go because it's still a WIP, but bookmark this page and check back often! You might find an affectionate memory, a yummy recipe I stumble across, or more!
Hasta luego, muchachas!
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